Casting About..

From the first point,
You are not moving in the turning point.
Is my surmise turned out to be right?
Because I feel like I'm the only moving in the point.

I'm endevouring to make you keep an eye on me while I'm turning,
But looks like you are lost in contemplation.
Is it because the turning point glimmered with stars?

Why are you lost in contemplation..
Is it because after a long distance only you start moving or..
Is it I'm briskly than you few step?
Maybe you are waiting those are at the rear of you.

I'm still casting about what is the purpose you canvassing me the cardinal.
Can you state all.

I couldn't grasp Him

Last time...I knew yours and
Now...We don't know either
Can you tell me your life story and how much have you change?
I hope I could understand you more.
What is yours when our first bump-into?
I have a complicated predilection which looks like already endured from last time.

Have you got the same like last time?
I hope you keep the sentimental and the memories until today.


If it's Not,
Why are you canvassing me?
Is that part of the conversation or a curiosity
Or..your manner etiquette?

If it's Yes,
Why is the 1st and 2nd, you being so pleasant?
But the 3rd and 4th, you are invisible?
Maybe this is my oversight,
From beginning I'm the one who take the step first.

I just don't understand which road line are you always in..
You're always staying inside the line or outside the line?
If inside, why are you not appearing?
So, are you outside the line then?
with a lot of trees accompanied you?
Am I consider the unusual tree?..
But why are you not aware of everything?

I really don't understand,
Is there any changes from you within this 10years?

Life ended abruptly

My 2nd brother-in-law, 47 years old, whose very kind, open minded, helpful, gentlemen, loving, telepathic, joker, and understand about people feeling, has passed away. Causes from heart attack after playing badminton. According to his worker who play badminton with him, said that he felt hard to breath and uncomfortable, and hence borrow their motorcycle to go hospital, but he's not able to drive, so the worker fetch him but he fainted after few minutes of driving. Is sad to see he was sleeping on the bed with white cloth wrapping on him.

He was actually knew that he's not alright and hence, he asked his worker to help my sister to take care of their business if he is not here. No one knows that he got heart attack including my sister and his daughter. He keeps all his sadness to himself, and doesn't want people to sad or worry about him. Why don't you tell us you are tired? got heart attack? We are sad that you gone so sudden. Hope my sister would be ok.

He's wonderful person. He helps my parents and me a lot.I stayed with him since I was young until I was 14 years old. Even we are not staying together, but we often meet. I like to listen to his stories, jokes, advises.

" Brother, I know you still got a lot thing to do, but you could bless your family fine in everything. I will pray for you, sister and your children, please go peacefully and happily, don't bring regrets. You will definitely go to heaven because you are such a remarkable person. I will miss you and remember what you have taught me. I will never forget you. You are one of my brother which I most respect. Thank you for everything."

Believe it or not?

I saw this on 12 February 2011 and was taken from window of my house. I saw this in the afternoon and was alone in the house.


What it is?
Let's have a guess..Is this snow or some pieces of papers but from where it flies to here? What do you think?